Still not easy

The days do seem to be getting a little better...The only good side to this is Chuckie does seem to treat me a little better but of course he would.....He got what he wanted. Jordan of course is happy....He gets to go to his Grandma's everyday after school and play with Lauren and Hannah (Mike's girls) before going to his dad's......Every time I call, Jordan is always in a rush to get off the phone but I still make sure to call. He is getting ready to start playing ball with the Recreation Dept. so I will be making some trips to Northampton County to watch. Greg is busy all the time.....Being 17 years old and dating, he doesn't have much time for Mama but that's understandable. On a good note, Storie is re-thinking her decision to move....she isn't quite sure what she wants to do!

Still Waiting

Hello, well I got no comments. I just do not know how to handle this without going insane. I guess I use to think that Dads should have to do half of what Moms did but now that it is happening, I am not liking it. Of course I still call and make sure school work is being done and that Jordan is doing well in school. I guess on some level I could look at it as having a break for a little while but not sure if I can. I have had a child since I was 17 years old and that is the only way I know how to function. Maybe it will not be so bad.

Just Getting Started

Hello all!! I have decided that I need a way to express my feelings and thoughts....I have seen several friends that have a blog and thought this would be a way to help myself! To start off I have three children, ages 17, 13, and 7. I try hard everyday to make them top priority even though it becomes harder everyday. Life now has become so hectic and you never know if you are coming or going. I will begin to use blogging as an escape and hopefully find many friends that can help....I will always be open to any advise that is offered. I am now learning that you can not do things on your own.
In August of 2008 I moved to Plymouth. It was closer to my job and I was living with my parents which was taking a toll on everyone. Greg (17 year old) did not want to move with me and I completely understood. He only has two years left in school and that was fine. In February 2009, Jordan (7 year old) moved back to his daddy's. This has completely killed me. I know the decision was not all his own. His father is good for promising him things to move back and in February he promised him a new bed if he moved back with him. So he did. Now Storie (13 year old) wants to move back with her Dad (father same as 17 year old) because she wants to go to Northampton-East High School. So what do I do?? I am trying to be open-minded but it is so hard. Any advice on how to deal with this.....Any other moms out there that are dealing with the kids wanting to live with their Dad's?